|
Here you stand at the Temple Gates. Perhaps you have taken note of a few key phrases often repeated here in the Temple. One being "We are watching" and the other, the requirement "Test Everything. Believe Nothing". At first glance they may seem slightly contradictory, the first seemingly requiring belief and the other demanding experiential verification. This is not so. If you take the steps to order your own copy of The Vampire Bible you will have the key to solve this conundrum within the very first chapter: The Calling of the Undead Gods. Upon reading it most feel a sense of exhilaration, eager anticipation, nervousness and yes, even fear. Listen to that inner voice. It will drive you to a decision one way or the other. If you have Vampiric Potential then nothing will stop you from engaging in the steps required for Ritual Communion with Us. During which you may feel nervous and a touch of fear in anticipation at Our Contact, but the worthy do not identify with these feelings and work through them. The desire to know eclipses such temporary emotions only to yield a much greater feeling: joy. The sense of joy that accompanies a successful Communion experience. I know because I experienced these sensations and moved through them to verify the amazing results. If you feel the need to procrastinate or an ever-deepening sense of dread and fear then perhaps such measures are not for you. The rabbit can oftentimes sense the presence of the wolf. Your hesitations may be justified and are well worth heeding if you are not deadly serious in your pursuits. This is not a game, nor are We here for those who entertain themselves with silly posturing. If you are unable to motivate yourself into action then you will never reap the results of Vampiric Metamorphosis. Action is required. The choice, obviously, is your own to make. If your intentions are true and you feel the need to see if you have what it takes to become a Living Vampire and beyond, then you must make the Call and Test this for yourself until you are satisfied. This is the first important action required of you- the circuit must be complete. Until then you do not know. If you are a Potential then We will answer. We are Watching.
-Izazel |